i guess i understand but it still saddens me. and i guess thats my own messed up mind but seeing that stuff inflicted on real or fake people upsets me and i honestly think that things such as BDSM and kinks that revolve around, violence, humiliation, zoophilia and pedophilia should NOT be expressed at all in any way fictional or real. and i see where your coming from but id have to argue that making things like this to "explore" those fantasies only leads to that individual wanting more than just the fantasy. maybe not everyone but i feel like it just enables that behavior. and your comments about the furry community are somewhat false. i was involved with the community since i was 11 years old i'm now 18, and my ENTIRE time with the community was horrible. i was groomed, bullied, and abused by the people i tried to fit in with and now have lasting mental scars and it pisses me off every time someone says its 50/50 or that bad folk in the community are few and far between, its the exact opposite. and whenever i say this someone claps back with "well thats just your experience" or "you just hung around the wrong ones" and that is wrong. i tried and tried again to fit in and make friends but theres always problems. I'm always bullied or if not that I'm in a group of people who are toxic or judgmental or raciest or fucked up in some way. I'm tired of people acting like the community isn't mostly bad. it is mostly bad and i have damn near half my life to prove it!
Again i don't mean to offend you or be rude or be a dick and i apologize for ranting. to be honest i just want to heard. The furry community fucked me up and i struggle with it to this day, i've been though therapy, talked with countless people and asked countless questions and i still hurt i still feel like if i try to involve myself again it will only lead to more sadness and regret, more bulling and more stress.
i want to say one last thing. i don't know why but every time i see furry art or someone in a fursuit it makes me angry. it used to make me feel comfortable and safe but those feelings are rare now, and it fucking kills me. and now whenever i try to grab on to those feelings of safety and comfort when i see something that has do do with furries its immediately overshadowed by all my anger and sadness regarding the community.
i guess I'm done now sorry for the rant...