I fully understand my friend. Life likes to be a hinderince for us, but it shouldn't stop us from creating and doing what we love. I'll gladly support you as a dev and as a friend whenever I can, hoping that makes you feel better over time. The FNIA Community may now be as active as it used to be in it's glory days, but it still doesn't stop me from wanting to change that (at least by doing what I love, named FNIA). I still hope we continue to stay on each others side, my friend!