No, from what I can remember what he said was that he’ll find a way to always have her with him or something like that. I don’t see how it logically makes sense that he’s looking at MC as a shadow of his first love.
Me personally I don’t see it that way. There’s a comic. I believe I’m not sure if it’s from the creator or the one that’s drawing the characters but . That comic goes on about when after he hurt from a human attacking him. And in that moment, what he’s thinking is that Jester was incorrect not all humans were bad because this one helped him.
So again, I don’t think he’s that he’s looking at the MC who is human as a shadow of his first. To me it just doesn’t make sense. I don’t see that it’s pointing that way I see how it could look that way though. But let’s not forget, as I stated that he also said he knows that the MC is herself or who she is.
She’s different and he makes that clear. It’s part of the reason as to why he started to fall for Mc. Because MC is one of the only humans are the only humans actually treat him with decency and stand up for him or be kind to him.
I mean, yes he will always remember her death forever, but so will the others it had an impact on each of them as we already know. Also, he doesn’t make any comments or similar similarities between less than her so far that we know of.
There is no type of mention of her from him or he doesn’t say that we remind him of anyone. Or that we act like someone he knew or anything like that. He simply kind of goes about his day just what he asked you for the circus and then just continues to expire or watch over MC.
Chat with her when he has the time or whatever else and let us not forget the person that was rude to the MC was used in the circus act because she was rude and insulting to the MC.
So I just don’t see how he’s looking at the MC as it possible Replacement or is his former lover because again nothing is adding up to that really.