Getting a proper diagnosis is a fucking nightmare. Plurality isn't taken seriously by the majority of mental health care providers and ones that do often fall into "become singlet to be Perfectly Mentally Healthy" territory (again, speaking from experience). A lot of people fall into the similar "if you don't have every symptom exactly and didn't get a professional diagnosis that can cost thousands of dollars you're clearly faking for attention." mentality you have, and I honestly hope you break out of it someday. Gatekeeping doesn't help anyone.
Hi, so for context, I'm plural, most likely traumagenic (attempted to get a diagnosis and got what was essentially a college essay written by someone who knows they're failing the class and stopped caring; mental health care sucks rn esp with plurality who knew!)
And like. Do you have nothing better to do? Why do you feel the need to type out this many words of "I don't understand this and I refuse to make any effort to". Just like. Don't comment and move on. It's that easy.
this game made me feel...sad. mourning. probably not in the dev intended way tho i'm just one of those people that can't find a stable community for shit. good stuff tho.
hey it's a well made game! ...m kinda curious about the world of this lil game now. Buuuut I digress, good game, 10/10, the pokemon variants were really neat.
Oh, interesting. Didn't realize they had their hidden abilities too. ...might be because i got a shiny solrock and it doesn't seem to have a hidden ability but idc my baby now.
so i think for context its best to say: i'm highly suspicious I have BPD, but I can't really get an official diagnosis safely for...several reasons. I mention it because I think it shaped my view of this game.
i feel like I was forced to confront everything i hate about myself all at once. sara...i can't say i don't feel bad for her after all of that.
ester confuses me. i dont know if i should be wary of her or not. she scares me but i dont know if that's just a me thing or not.
none of this is bad, i think it's good. but it feels like, in some way, sara became the next "ester" in a sense. and i dont know if i should be happy or not. i'm not but i almost feel like i should.
...lord I. felt this game. a lot. I do wish it was possible to restart so I can see what it's like to give up, but I also do know that's kind of the point. s just my completionist brain being a completionist lol.
as a transmasc agender girlthing (no I can't explain further gender is a construct and I am the two year old approaching the jenga tower.) on T this is. Very helpful and explains a few things lmao.
dang, this is a pretty cool lil game. I'd love to see you expand on the concept if you're interested, I think you could make something interesting. not that it isnt already haha.
I can't tell if this is like, a commentary on how "good" trans girls are encouraged to turn on their fellow "bad" trans girls for the sake of appeasing a cruel system that will throw them away the moment they serve their purpose, or if this is just pure Vibes(tm) Honestly IDK but it sure did give me Feelings so mission accomplished I guess? Probably. That's the goal of art right?
i still think about this game. like idk what's going on but i understand the Vibes. i think. idk the only thing i'm certain about is the Worms but i think that's okay.
I still come back to this game sometimes. Currently working on starting my medical transition and this game reflects a lot of fears I have considering the system.
