so i think for context its best to say: i'm highly suspicious I have BPD, but I can't really get an official diagnosis safely for...several reasons. I mention it because I think it shaped my view of this game.
i feel like I was forced to confront everything i hate about myself all at once. sara...i can't say i don't feel bad for her after all of that.
ester confuses me. i dont know if i should be wary of her or not. she scares me but i dont know if that's just a me thing or not.
none of this is bad, i think it's good. but it feels like, in some way, sara became the next "ester" in a sense. and i dont know if i should be happy or not. i'm not but i almost feel like i should.
sorry i'm rambling lol. this was good.