Honestly, I'm beginning to understand why someone close to Nel would want to put a curse on her.
She spent all that time telling Celica "You're stronger than you know." "You'll do it eventually." And then... she just steals the show... and proves to Celia that yes, the problem was her, and she's just not good enough... That really hurts... and I don't think that the writer meant it that way.
I had a really bad time with meditation. The combination of realizing that each session lowers your Lewdness by 1, Kimiko saying it would take a long time(Just keep at it, there's no secret), and Celica wondering if the trouble completing the task was her own fault... I thought. "Oh.. This is the game telling me that I need to get the lewdness down to zero all the way from... fifty something... so... I got to work... It took a really long time, but I knew it would all be worth it... It would be so gratifying...
...I'm so sad and bitter now. I don't like Nel anymore. I'm' jealous and bitter. I want to break up.
...On the other hand... I have a new appreciation for Liam, the character who believed themselves to be a hero, only to realize that they are nothing, and everything they do is worthless. Nel is the real protagonist.
This game must have interfered with my system clock. I looked at the clock to make sure I could get enough sleep, it was only like, twelve-something... and then I turn away and play the game just a little more... but then look back at my clock and it was past 3! Th- that can't be right...
...It must have interfered with all of the locks in my home.
