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I know my og comment was over a day ago but my dumbass forgot to include this bit in that and I only remembered like, 30 minutes ago lol

Anyways I think one of the things I like the most in visual novels in general is the fact that time does not pass while I make aa decision because I am using  that time to overthink it to hell. In this game, the duality ones even more than just any regular choice moment. A good example is that on moment in Lion's route where you have to choose wether or not Syun tells him he's acting cute and I had a 20 minute panic before answering. 5 minutes of trying to figure it out myself, 10 minutes of explaining the situation to a guy friend of mine and 5 minutes of us trying to reach a consensus on what to do. I ended up not saying anything then replaying that part and saying it after finishing the route. Turns out the best option was voicing those thoughts lol. Honestly time pausing whenever I have conflicting opinions so I can figure them out is an ability I wish I had, even if I think it would make me live 10 times longer, that is if I don't spend the equivalent to an entire week caught on a single moment every month (would probably happen)

Btw sorry I ended up rambling I usually try to control myself andit doesn't always really end well and I end up yapping too much, my apologies

Finally, bom trabalho com o jogo, adorei!

I get that the paranoid system was also almost therapeutic in a way for me. Seeing someone else, even if just a fictional character, struggles with the same thoughts. Thankfully for me it's been getting better recently as well so I think we'll be okay too :)

I'll definitely do all that then, I'm glad I can help in any way

I just finished playing through all routes and THAT CLIFFHANGER?? HELP

I reeeeeaaally wish I could support this in any way but I don't have the financial freedom to do that as someone who is not yet of age and my parents would never let me TT

Anyways, as someone who is kinda naturally paranoid as well (I say kinda because idk if you need a diagnosis for this and I am genuinely afraid of being sure of anything because holy crap what if I don't have it and I end up just being one of those people that give a bad name to a community because they're faking it and I am so sorry for this unrelated rant I just always feel the need to make that clear lol) the bubbles were a deeply relatable experience for me and I did spiral over them juuust a bit, they really just fueled my brain (I don't mean this in a bad way btw, I was aware the game wasn't really real so it was kinda like fake anxiety? idk how to put it but it wasn't serious). All that just to say it felt like a great way to represesnt that ad I am so so sorry for rambling so much

My plans for today did not involve ugly sobbing at a random video game (I don't even usually cry at all) but here I am and holy shit I haven't cried this much in almost a year. 100/10 game, I loved this so much