thank you for being vulnerable <3 but i just want you to know that these people don't care about our reasons or experiences/traumas, so it's kind of a waste of time to try and explain. they don't understand or care to even try.
if anyone's reading this, you don't need to defend urself or the game at all! people with basic knowledge would know to ignore if they truly disliked the topic or the game. u do u gang <3 pls take care!