Or, you could throw away that emo attitude, find the walkthrough and maybe get social IRL. Everything is solvable, especially at young age, which you evidently are.
These novels touched me quite a bit, years ago. Still come back to check them out from time to time, glad to know they're not forgotten. (Эти новеллы довольно тронули меня еще несколько лет назад. Все еще возвращаюсь время от времени, рад знать, что они не забыты).
