YO thanks for replying I dint think you'd ever reply I'm sorry if I couldn't reply sooner. I had a few projects to work on and school was a mess. BUT THANK YOU FOR REPLYING :>
I should have known you did something like creative writing cuz you really know to capture what you're feeling in precise detail.
My first introduction to your works was 4 am. I was trying to find a game called "2:22 AM" but I did a typo and typed 4 AM and your book popped up it intrigued me, so I clicked.
And it was some of the best writing that I've seen, the way you conveyed your loneliness through moths and how you conveyed how you'll never change who you are. But still acknowledge that and want to grow, experience and love. which is said through the lines of
"l scavenge these little nothings, though I still get to be selfish and I still get to be a coward..." IT HITS
To answer your response of if I had any irl chance I don't. however, I would love to join some discord communities, and speaking of discord would you mind if I asked for your discord to get the chance to join these communities or you could just send them here Aswell if you don't want to share your discord.
My response to "consistency is also key. creativity is a muscle, so try to work it out..." I've never really had to work out my creativity as I felt like I've always had an abundance of ideas whenever I want to work on a project. primarily cuz my country and my environment as a whole promotes children to be logical and I rebel against that. I choose to use art to showcase who I am. BUT I'll take up that advice about keeping a small notebook.
Thanks a lot for the for the general advice it means a lot Aswell as the books. And some of my favorites not particularly for writing but inspiration wise would be 'Heaven' by 'Mieko Kawakami', 'no longer human' by 'Osamu Dazi' and 'village by the sea' by 'Anita Desai'
And I would also like to ask for permission to make this small video essay on 4 AM for YouTube.
KEEP DOING WHAT YO DO GANG THIS IS MAD PEAK ILL SUPPROT YOU ALL THE WAY THROUGH.
and since you ended off with a quote of yours, I'll give mine.
art is meant to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable
