i was one of the lucky ones. doctors dont often dismiss me, and when they do, i have the money to see another doctor. (or, at least, we have really good insurance.) but i remeber for the first couple years of seeing doctors, i always felt so hopeless. nobody could give me an answer, and the tests wre either exausting or painful. (i dont remeber what its called, but the test they did when seeing if i had nerve damage? worst expierece ive ever had. i couldnt walk afterwards.) i remeber crying at the ruematologist because she said we had to see another doctor,and i had already seen what had felt like millions. it was so exausting. honestly im still upset about my diagnosis (a condition called AMPS,simular to fibromyalgia.), because its not as simple as "you have (this) because of (his)". it doesnt have a direct cause, i just am one of the unlucky ones. i hope your diagnosis leads you on a better, heathier path. life is exausting, but there are things to look forward to and love. (i use video games to cope a lot, actually)best wishes to your future.
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i dont know if im autistic or not: but the comfort object one hit hard aswell as a couple others. ironically my comfort object changes a lot, but there is always something i have to have (usually a stuffed animal) to regulate or i end up losing my marbles having a panic attack. even brought one to a wedding. love this <3