I guess I read this on filthy fignents, but I thought about different things this time. I relate because sexual response changed after taking estrodial. One of the things I hoped HRT would change was libido and sexual response. I hated male orgasm.
I suppose I got what I hoped for. I was surprised that ejaculation was a significant part of the sensation of orgasm. After HRT orgasm is less explosive and reaching orgasm takes a long time. Semen slowly comes out about the same as precum. I often stop before climax which is not a disappointment.
It could be different for me, because I am elderly and don’t have a partner.
Anyway, I have difficulty explaining what I get out of stories. This is therapeutic for me somehow.