This exists to drive home the main theme of the game; you aren't in control.
The world you knew is gone. You are going to have to adapt to survive. At times you are going to question if survival is worth the cost.
I have been looking into it, and you are right. There is a bug here. The game seems to be slipping into hard submissive or hard rebellious mode too easily. I need to re-balance some of the choice weights for the up coming version. For now, if you want to see the non-castrated content you need to play very rebellious from the start.