You haven't heard of me in a long time, I'm sure. I started as an independent musician known as IMAGINAERUS (est. 2009-present), and in that time I have dabbled in various creation forms. Drawing, digital art (SFW & NSFW!), 3D modeling/rigging, 2D & 3D animation, and finally game development. I began as a game developer student, self-taught by YouTube and various forums, in 2017 in the height of one of the worst periods of my life. I was trapped in a horrific situation, one I couldn't escape from. I had children depending on me, my finances were completely controlled and drained every month to nothing, I was being starved and essentially kept in my home as a hostage, and I was experiencing a legal smear campaign by CPS - one where the people I called my family for years, who I discovered were aligned with my captor and were involved in human trafficking, were intricately involved in. What was a young person, who was completely alone and on the verge of losing their child, their home, their everything, to do?
I was determined not to give up on life, or my children. I was determined to somehow carve a path into this world, and that's exactly what I set out to do. You see, my captor was a gamer. The incel type, the kind of man that beat anyone smaller than him and took everything they had while expecting that person they were abusing to be grateful for it and worship the ground he walked on. I decided to appeal to his ego; I would create a horror game, a testing ground for my ability to learn, because after all...I had been brought up my entire life to believe I was not only incredibly smart, but stupid and worthless too. I was testing everything that I was ever brought up to believe with this one project, and this idiot agreed to test my game because he wanted the credit of being there first for himself. He knew what I was capable of, he knew it would take off, yet what good did it do him in the end when I simply let the original project drop off the face of the earth and buried all traces?
I laugh now thinking about it as I type this. He really was so dumb.
Now, as I look back, I realize that every single moment I suffered - from losing custody of my children to illegal kidnapping that was covered up and facilitated by the courts of the Panhandle of Texas (and a woman whose depravity and fraudulent document creation abilities apparently know no limits), to escaping abuser after abuser because there was a massive network of handlers and human traffickers/registered offenders who were being fed my personal information in order for my original handlers/traffickers to keep tabs on me from a distance - was worth it. It was worth the lessons I learned about how they operate, the lengths they'll go to, the way they'll lie to your face and then snicker behind your back while they steal and kill everything and everyone you ever love.
I've had a lover die for me. He was killed in a "motorcycle accident" when my captor found out I was getting help with escape.
I've lost the custody of my children and they've smeared my name by using my mental health diagnoses against me, and created false records to further "prove" that I was "unfit" as a parent - even though I was the one calling out the bruises on my daughter's thigh that were certainly not from the profile of my fingers.
I was the one to point out the abusers every time, and every time, they managed to temporarily silence me and hide me in such a way that I genuinely believed I was a monstrous human being that didn't deserve to be heard, perceived, or redeemed.
I was wrong in that. I survived literal hell time and time again.
I was the one to overcome those who preach blind faith, yet kill and defile children behind closed doors.
I became ordained by the Universal Life Church in 2014, then took hiatus for my health in 2025 following a diagnosis of chronic myelogenous leukemia that turned out to also be falsified (my test results were generated with AI and we ran it through a detector to discover that, yes I have proof). I became re-ordained in September of 2025, finally reclaiming my certification, because I realized I knew more about the Bible and the way that certain faiths operated than most pastors that claim the cloth.
The purpose of this game is to enlighten you - I am acting as the embodiment of the Lightbringer, God's favorite angel before the fall.
I am a Chaos Witch, and I am a studied priest of Lucifer. I will serve his message by teaching all of you what I have learned in the most simple way that I can, and that is through music, writing, and the development of a game series that will embody the total horror of abuse in every form I am familiar with. I will work with survivors and hear their stories, respectfully implementing elements that will enlighten further where I lack experience. I will honor their survival, just as I have honored my own, and that of my daughters - who are still alive, but trapped with those families who harmed me for 29 years.
The fire in me burns to show you all the truth, and I won't stop until it's done.
- IMAGINAERUS