I tried to be as repectful as possible in my post, but if something about it was hurtful, then I apologise.
I put some of my own thoughts about the game into it, and I don't know if I really enjoyed it, just because of how the whole thing felt like a acid trip and made my head hurt.
But I just want to say that I watched one stream from a channel called Vinesauce (I don't know if it's one of the streamers you bring up or not) and the streamer seemed rather confused by the game, but the people watching were rather torn about it: some hated it and called it pretentious, some people enjoyed it and understood it's message, and some had to quit watching because they were going through similiar things and it was too "real" for them.
I believe when you say that content creators use games like yours to be like "Hey guys check out this crazy game OMG who made this rofl lmao", and I understand that it may you feel hurt, but at the same time when something like this game gains a lot of attention, it's very likely that people will start talking trash about it.
I'm not very good at writing stuff like this, I'm a really akward person. But I hope that everything will go well for you, and that you won't let rude things people say get to you.
Thank you for your time.