Same. I want to be ready, or maybe rush to saving him the moment it appears (and it will! I refuse to belive its the end).
I legit cried a bit after the mission... >_< I was not ready for that in my sexy-men-game.
Yeah... I have been suffering for months. I loaded save before this mission and kept playing it. Can't play without him( Can't try new content. Its not healthy... He is an absolute bastard, but I can't help myself.