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I think everyone but Vince would be fond of rats, well him and Ashino who would probably scream and call it filthy LOL. 

I think Ashton would want a small garden, like one in a large window, maybe not a whole outside garden. He loves roses but they are really hard to grow and need space so he'd probably grow something medium sized.I think there's a type of roses that are really small, maybe those. I'm not sure what types of flowers are best for that. Sadly I myself don't know much about plants as the guys would, I do garden actually, I've got cucumbers, tomatoes, beans, and a bunch of calendula flowers this year!

Ashton likes the goriest, violent movies so he probably would like Rob Zombie movies. (I'm a scardy cat and don't like gore so I don't know much about his movies). He definitely likes things with practical effects or big gooey monsters, and he doesn't care if the story doesn't make sense as long as it looks cool.

Ashton's room has a lot of computer stuff in it that runs pretty hot as well as junk- i mean discounted computer parts cluttering up the place. Also, I imagine that his own body heat contributes to that but I don't know if that's how it works. It's actually a small contradiction that he wears that big coat but hates being hot, I think i made a small mistake but oh well.

I can answer both those questions actually, Ashton is kinda freaky because the game and character he was inspired by was from an erotic VN called "Your Boyfriend". It's a little controversial and very adult and I didn't want my game to be THAT adult but still wanted to have a tiny bit of spice to it. At the time Ash was getting a little too delusional, I also left it up to the players imagination as to what he was saying. 

The character that inspired Ash would be Peter from "Your Boyfriend", Peter is technically my firt VN yandere, I've never seen a male character that's already SO MUCH in love with the player and would murder the other characters. Back in my day (old lady voice) most yanderes were female and very similar to Monika, but the main reason I made this game was to make a similar character to Peter for people to enjoy as a comfort character. And Ashton HATES that, he hates Peter, and even says "do you know how hard it is to eat with teeth like this?!" Poor baby. But also Ashton is a bunch of things I personally love, he's a heavier/fatty guy which you really don't see a lot of, and he's a big nerd with a soft spot, with my favorite color of eyes♥ He's actually way more similar to Underfell Sans from fan stories of Undertale whom I love very much. I would joke that Ash's "father" isn't actually Peter but Underfell Sans and thus his last name became "Fell"♫♪

Yes Vincent cross-dresses. Despite always talking about "the code of the gentleman" he's very comfortable wearing women's clothes for their elegance, maneuverability, and fashion. The line about the heels he's embarrassed about because they are only for fashion. Rats? Does Vincent like rats? Hmm, I would say no only because "all animals except rabbits" frighten him. You could probably get him to tolerate a domesticated rat (i personally LOVE domesticated rats♥♥♥).

Oh ok, then I think that's at the very, VERY end near the final scenes, it's very heartwarming♥♥♥

NICE!!!

AH! You're making so much progress on your game! I'm so happy for you!♫♪♫

WHOO HOO!!!

I need to play SO many more of your games and this one was really intriguing, now I need to play the other game that's connected to this one!

I was a little confused as to what was happening at first but I think I understand! This is really interesting and I'd love to see how the "player" continues to go about their life IF you guys plan on making more of this story! Plus the art is gorgeous like a painting!! I'm not sure if I got all the endings but it was still very interesting!

This is so incredibly interesting!!! I'd love to know this guy's motivations and more about his story, plus your art is gorgeous!!!

Sometimes the questions in the test are a tie breaker if you have the same amount of points with 2 guys, however it does that even if 2 guys have 1 point and I don't know how to fix that, but I kind of enjoy it the way it is.

I figured there would be times when he says someone's user name instead of their real name because it's actually a smart idea to NOT have your system be your full name, haha. I also felt really bad when I heard that Ash deadnamed someone at some point so I added in the first game a chance to avoid that, and in the sequel he asks for your permission first (I don't remember if that part is in the demo yet...).

DDLC was made with Ren'py and I've been trying to learn it a little, but that developer also had a lot of coding knowledge so they knew how to code things like that. I'm more used to RPG Maker and can easily find codes to drag and drop into it. BUT someday I would like to make a ren'py game as meta as PPB!

lol I hope it wasn't too shocking when Ashton punched him, but Ashton in my head very very upset that Kadsey literally killed the love of his life. Kadsey forgives him though (he doesn't entirely regret trying to kill the player, he only guessed you'd survive, he's a little stinker).

Much like how they view Kadsey i imagine Green Ashton sees the language of flowers on a deeper level while Ashino/Red Ashton is more on a superficial level. Red Ashton would give you roses because they're pretty and traditional while green Ashton would give them because he's passionate. But that's not all bad on Red Ashton's part (trying to defend this clown), Ashino enjoys things for the way they appear instead of overthinking. But oh that reminds me of one more canon thing, Kadsey actually has a college degree in Florestry enjoys working with flowers!

I think Ashino would ADORE Ouran Host Club, truly I can only put into my characters what I know and he loves relationship animes, magical girl animes, and anything just wholesome and cute. I had to look up what Gakuen Handsome was and...from what little research I just did I think he'd hate it at first but then he'd love it to the point of trying to get others to watch it (only John would, when it comes to anime John likes ridiculous animes like Nichijou, where it's pure comedy and cuteness). Maybe I need to check this show out, it sounds good!

I was thinking about what you said about DDLC and yeah you're right, there really aren't that many VN characters who are THAT self aware, it's actually one of my fav things to see in a VN. (a bit of espoir lore but when I played DDLC on my own i was completely home alone in the dead of night and Monika said my full government name and I actually had to walk away from my computer and stand in the hallway to recover. I LOVED that feeling and wanted Ashton to do the same thing)

I wanted Ashton to also kind of apologize for what he did because it was kind of "not cool". At the time he saw his "friends" as just other game characters but after watching the player's dates with them in Reboot, he sees them in a better light and feels guilty. It probably wouldn't be a happy ending if Ashton STAYED as yandere as he did and i love happy endings! (because the game that inspired him will probably NOT have a happy ending!)

Hmm canon things about the boys? This I have actually pondered about for fun!

One rule I tried to keep is that technically Ashton is the only yandere character and the only one who truly loves the Tester. The others either see them as a close friend, or platonic buddy (although Kadsey does develop a crush on them). Also there is only one tester in the story, so there wouldn't be multiple Ashton's out there. Kadsey is definitely in love with Ashton, the reason being Ashton doesn't treat Kadsey superficially, that is take his hyper-ness and cheerfulness for granted...like Ashino does. I think I hint at this but Ashton is very honest and blunt with Kadsey while Ashino is very shallow with Kadsey, but I think once he overcomes that Kadsey will hate him less (someday!)

Oh one of my favorite cannons is that Vincent and Ashton bond over thrift stores and macabre things, both love horror movies and spooky things.

Oh another of my favorite (head?)cannons is that both Ashton and Ashino love 80s anime but where Ashton loves the more horror stuff like Lily Cat and Akira, Ashino loves stuff like Ranma1/2 and Creamy Mami! Both "Ashtons" are similar but in different ways♥

Sorry if that's a lot, these boys literally live rent free in my head!

Thank you so much for asking! I don't mind answering! So when I first started making this game, the original Ashton was going to be a fancy, preppy guy, but I scrapped that idea and went with the Ashton that wears a green coat. So I brought back the preppy Ashton because I figured he would make a good villian even if his anger is very justified because I threw him away literally.

About Ashino, he is actually very ok with being not real, unlike Ashton. Ashino's world before it was changed was perfect to him and he wants it back. He has figured that it got messed up because humans were interfering with it so he is mad at the company who made the game and the one who replaced him with Ashton. His goal is to take over the Bureau, the company that made the game so that they will leave his world alone, but he goes a little crazy and wants to take over all humans. (I don't think he could do it though)

I don't think this is too much of a spoiler but he can end up liking the player but not loving them like Ashton does. If you try to go on his date again and refuse to leave he shows you a bit more of himself. Ashino thinks that the player doesn't care about his friends because they are not real and assumes the player doesn't actually love/like him. He thinks it's impossible for a human to care about something that isn't human. So if the player changes his mind, he starts to like the player.

Ashton on the other hand hates that he isn't real and this has caused him a lot of pain. He was going through a crisis and spiraling into a deep depression when suddenly he meets the player. He learns about them by hacking their computer before the game starts and at first he only sees the player as a prize. He feels like a loser who can only win by cheating so he wanted to "win" the player. But over time he starts to actually love the player and want to be with them somehow. Yes if he loses his beloved player he'll lose touch and probably isolate himself from his friends again, but i imagine he'd still try and find a way to come to the real world. He'd still have the ability to hack but he would not be motivated anymore, he is a yandere after all.

If Ashton ended up in the real world? That's such a big spoiler that even I don't know yet, hehehe♫

Thank you for your questions, I love answering them because it helps get the lore in my head organized! Overall I want this story to have a happy ending.

I'm sorry, it is tragic that Tester gets in the way of Kadsey's relationship, it's just something to deal with (which is another reason why Red Ashton has better ending~) However I am very happy to read (or write) fanfictions where Ash and Kads are happily together!

But those are really good questions!! It may sound strange since I'm the one who made it but there are some things I just didn't think about or might not make sense because most of the story was thought up AFTER the first game was finished!

So the story in my mind is that when Ashton finds out he and his would aren't real (and that the person who created him did so after a weird yandere golfball) he was beyond upset and going through a kind of crisis. I don't remember if I wrote it anywhere but he started to really isolate himself from his friends, seeing them as just game characters. Then in his darkest moment he not only connects to the player's computer but is able to hack into their private files and kind of get to know them. I wanted it to be vague and depend on the person as to what Ash sees in them (hence why he calls them talented because that could be for anything), but the biggest reason is that yes the Tester is real.

I'm sure I said this SOMEWHERE but at first Ashton saw the tester as a prize to be won, since he's always felt like a loser and very self conscious of himself, and the tester was the one thing he could win, but then after the date he starts to realize he really wants to be with tester somehow. If that makes sense.

But if Tester plays after Kadsey had confessed to Ashton?! And assuming Kadsey either helped him cope with not being real or that hadn't happened yet, hmmmm that IS interesting! So this isn't something I've pondered so I hope it's not too out of character but I don't think Ashton would fall in love with the Tester, I think he'd be more curious about the real world and want to find a way for you all to get together platonically. But like I said that's just off the top of my head. I imagine Ash would be very loyal. Thank you again for liking my game!! I am so incredibly proud of it!!

This was so much fun to play! I don't know whether to be offended or start flirting with him! This just makes me more curious about this world and story!!!♫♪

COOOLLLL!!!!

I'm so incredibly flattered!!!!

I am so glad you enjoyed it!! LOL is calling Ashton "Solid" a Metal Gear reference? I love that!! If you mean Red Ashton then yes he gets a much better ending than the one I had planned. Honestly all the love and fan art I saw of him on twitter and tumblr saved him, I didn't expect for people to like him so much!!

And I also intended for Kadsey to be a little disliked but for a good reason at least. Thank you, I'm glad you like his design, drawing his hair is always a nightmare LOL!

I'm surprised my game has a small following, I get excited with every piece of art or theory I see!! I see the most stuff on tumbr.

And yes, I personally think Ashton and Kadsey would get together if it weren't for the Tester, they match very well and it would have been a matter of time before Kadsey tells Ashton he he felt , and since they've already been friends for so long Ash would accept him. I kinda do feel bad for Red Ashton and Kadsey because they kinda get the short end of the stick overall, but I imagine in the far (faarr) future they might end up liking each other.

Thank you for commenting, it wasn't too long at all!!

Excellent!!!👏👏👏👏👏👏

This was actually really fun! I ADORED Rogue as soon as he started talking, and the whole set up is super creative! I would love to hear more about this world! EXCELLENT JOB!!

I've FINALLY gotten to playing this and I already love it so much!!! I am on the edge of my seat for whatever is gonna happen next! All the love interests and the MC are so well written and the art is so bright and gorgeous!!

I absolutely had so much fun playing this!! I loved the voice acting so much, it really fit the two guys, and now I so wanna see what would happen next! Thank you so much for putting a walkthrough, Ending 3 was definitely my favorite♥♥♥

AH! Thank you for letting me know about that bug, these Ashton's are getting me mixed up LOL! I'm so glad you enjoyed it!!!

Congratulations on your achievements!!! And I'm so happy to hear this game hasn't been abandoned! It's been a long time since I played it and this game occasionally pops up in my mind! Of course take your time as a great game is never rushed!!

Ok, I need to get to doing that as well. Thank you, and sorry it doesn't work...

The atmosphere definitely felt lonely and oppressive, the shadows were absolutely shadowing, which made any little change all the more terrifying! I knew something suspicious was going to happen but even so I was on the edge of my seat! I'm so excited to see what will happen next!!

Gosh dang it! I'm sorry. There's an option to export the game for Macs but I have no way to test it beyond that.

LOLOL I'm glad you liked it!! 

OMGosh I'm gonna fix that intro thing right now, I see exactly where i messed up TT_TT

No problem! It was fun to figure out (and it was another opportunity to add something silly)

OMGosh!! I wanted to wait till I finished playing entirely to comment but i am HOOKED on this story now! I'll try not to spoil anything but this was an amazing experience!! I was desperately searching for more answers after playing but love it none the less!! I hope you enjoy watching my playthroughs if you chose to. ALSO I want to ask before I do it, would it be OK with you if I also made a video reading the 1000 download celebration short stories as well? This is such a phenomenal story and ALL the characters are so likable, I would totally read an entire novel about this story!!

Thank you so much for playing!!! I'm glad the twist is usually a surprise to people, I was super worried that it was too obvious! I'm still working on the sequel (picture perfect boyfriend:reboot) where you can actually meet the other guys too. I'd love to know what you think of "Ashton" in that game♫

Congratulations!! I was literally JUST thinking about this game!

EXCELLENT!!! I don't post much there myself but I'll try to!

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Yup I have a tumblr, I have 2 but the Espoir one is more for PPB fanart and stuff I find and my own art


here it is, if this lets me post a link 

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/espoirduvide

This was so unbelievably well made!! I LOVE how the artist drew all the different characters and almost wish these were their main designs (Pomni and Ragatha are absolutely adorable!!). This is almost like a novel version of the pilot, like those little books that would come out before/after a Disney movie, it was so neat to experience it again this way!!

OOOH♥ I would love to see it if possible! I follow my own #pictureperfectboyfriend on tumblr and twitter

♫♪THANK YOU SO MUUCH!!!♫♪ I'm so incredibly flattered!! Hmm I hadn't thought of that, I think that would be a good idea to add a fail safe in case one can't access the files.

I definitely will do a playthrough on my channel, but I want it to be finished by then (even tho technically all it's missing are a few pictures)

THANK YOU again so much for playing my game and watching my silly little channel, it is greatly appreciated!!

THANK YOOUU♫♪

Hello~ could you tell me how you got the tenth ending? I've got all the other endings but the game just freezes when I replay after I press the "click here" secret thing TT_TT

I AGREE!! (I love social studies!)

I tried this game on a whim with zero expectations but now I have a best friend who I want to take to therapy!! I actually really liked this, even though it's for a joke  I really liked just listening to Terry talk!