!!! WHOLE LOTTA YAP ALERT - also will spoil game !!!
came here expecting to kiss a crt and maybe hold hands, came out with dried tear streaks on my cheeks while holding three shaking pathetic wet dog/alley cat men after going through super darkner hell-- we're bonded now, i will bite if you take them from me
it was 7am when i finished the game ngl and i barely remember how i stumbled into success with the triple end since i was just clicking and clacking the options with hopes i would succeed (i did, but i barely remember how since that was 14 hours ago...)
what i DO remember is how grounded it all felt just going through everything? well, as grounded as toby fox's content can be lmao-- which!!! it feels so canon?!?!? like, i genuinely ended up laughing and feeling endeared the same way i normally do with these silly lil guys in the game-- god, i wasn't even that big of a spamton fan and now i feel like he's clinging to me like a burr i can't even see. tho, i will admit, i had momentarily been confused over the tv dating sim not having much tv time BUT!!! DIVORCE!! spamtenna in this is so divorced that i was watching their conversation the same way you'd blank out when hearing your parents fight
nevertheless, it was just??? painful? in a good way?
a quick and bad way to wrap this game's three dates in a nutshell is that they're all mentally ill dumbasses who need a support system (and oh boy oh boy it's all 3 of them + the vessel who found them <3) and i loved every second of just, witnessing all these guys' memories and just!! being sad with them?! i think i cried an abysmal amount of times while playing this in comparison to AtF and for that i ask for compensation, zirk >:( (not really lol)
i had a fun time just mucking about and trying to get everything done in the dump and GOD seeing the bits scattered around (original starwalker) and the game segments gave me so much joy. the special tenna texts! legend of tenna on a projector! spamton glitching! the menu lil guys!!! BATTAT?!?!?!?!? (we love green pippins in this house)
also, for a second, when i was going for the actual end and they were all being sweet and junk? i legitimately thought this was a "death" flag for vess since the end of the tenna route scared me so bad for sm reason ( T v T )
like, i had it in my head that they wouldn't see vess anymore after they woke up since vess was a "discarded project" and would technically be stuck in darkner hell and i was just so ready to cry my heart out about none of this mattering and how they wouldn't remember vess anyway since i thought kris would be the one giving susie the stuff-- BUT THEN I GET CUTE CUT IN CGS IN THE FKIN CREDITS AND WILLO JUMPSCARED???? zirk when i get u zirk when i get u!!! (it's honestly my fault for assuming The Horrors and not The Wholesome, apologies, it was actually very relieving and i cried all over again seeing them one last time)
all in all, i had a wonderful time just going through ILTV and i feel like my heart was stomped on horribly but in a wonderful way where i gained some wackass found family <3 <3