a lot of this was painfully relatable to my experiences too, well maybe not the horrors of war but i got bullied a lot in school, ive always only had online friends so xios struggle is a bit relatable.
coquette dragoon really makes me feel seen,, and understood, its so beautiful, it puts all these feelings ive never really understood into words, i love xio and ayanes relationship so much, i just hope that one day that can exist for me, but its nice to know im not alone i suppose