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I understand, all I can do is respect your decision, thx for replying, I hope for the best in your projects and plans, and  for everyone reading this, take care Moondev and all of you guys.

Dear Moondev, i've been watching your progress in the last month and I was captivated by your talent, but after this post, I felt I couldn't stay silent. I'll start talking about me, just by being here all of this may sound controversial and it is indeed, I'm not gonna say that I'm not wrong, but you commented about church, so I'll deduce you are/was christian or your family has some faith, idk the details of your childhood or the depth of your faith, but one thing for sure is that we are in danger, we may not pay attention, we may close our eyes to this, but we are in the middle of a Great Fight between two sides that are fighting for our souls.

I'm not perfect, nobody is, people don't go to the church because they are perfect, they go because they know they're not, because they know that they are sinners. Just like an hospital, you go there because you know you're not healthy. Personally my struggle is with pornography and lust, and recently my addiction got worse and I entered the H-games, as any sin, it was good at start, but as someone who daily seek for Gods presence in my life, I knew this wasn't the way and quickly woke up from this hole.

I can also hear that voice, both of them, the first one, the One that pestered me too, He is my Helper, the Holy Spirit. The One that points me the right direction, and alert me when I do wrong, the One who give me strength to endure the hardships, the One I talk and can rely upon. But there is also another voice, that who whispers my desires, who put in my mind some kinds of thoughts, the one that say what my flesh desires to hear, and many times i've fell for his schemes, he is accusator, also known as the devil.

I fear your soul and mine as well, and if anybody is reading this and see yourself in a similar situation, there is still time, please take a moment of reflection upon these points, the actions you're taking, and most important, to where theses actions are leading us, there is a lot of thing that our heart feel a purpose, a calling, but not every single one of them is good, because the heart of the man is tortuous and so is its ways, so we need the help of the Holy Spirit to truly see what is lurking around us.

Once again, i'm not here as a hater or blind criticism, I only desire to alarm and advice, caring for the best of each one of us here. If you read this, if that first voice come back to pester you, and I truly hope it does because it will be a sign that you did not get too far from Holy Spirit's calling, not because He cant reach you, but because of constant rejection. If you or anyone feels compelled to go deeper in this matter, pray and read the Bible, I also recommend reading The Great Controversy, it will help you to understand many things.

And I'll finish that my decision is to fight my flesh, desires, and the powers around us, I feel nothing but shame and regret for the things I done, and I can't recommend anyone to do the same as I did wandering in pornography and H-games. I'll aim for true repentance, for the path of metanoia. Thanks for reading this, I hope for the best for your life and one last reminder, we have free will, and our choices will bear fruits, so after finishing this, choose wisely, for those fruits will be reaped, very soon.

God bless.