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Hi, I think you are strong and brave for being here sharing all this. It is not easy for anyone to express that vulnerable side. I am also the older sister and sometimes I feel like I grew up or matured quickly but sometimes I feel like a child but it is part of life. I hope you feel much better.

This is My first time here, so Hi. I needed to write some things down and get it off my chest. Well, today was not a great day or rather since Sunday I made a mistake I trusted a person who offered me a job to invest a certain amount of money and I trusted her she made everything look very easy but nothing turned out as she told me the worst thing is that I was missing a part to complete the investment so I asked my mum for the money that was missing and I feel that I lost it, beyond the economic loss of the money I had which was all I had it hurts me more for my mum because we don't have so much money to waste and today something I wanted so much came true, maybe it sounds silly and stupid but for the first time Dua Lipa is coming to my country and today they announced it. I was very excited because somehow I said it but I don't have the money just to be able to go and I know it sounds silly but I don't know I think it was like the straw that broke the camel's back and I started to cry because I know I won't be able to go because next week is the sale and I won't be able to get all that money together, because of my family's problems, because of the loss of money already. I feel Bad myself.