It's completely understandable that you need to slow down and focus on other things. You've already done an impressive amount on your own, in a pretty short span of time. Try not to pay any mind to people being impatient or demanding -- I think people often just don't put much consideration into what they say online, and underestimate how much they're affecting the people on the other side of the screen. (Or they forget/ignore that there is an actual person on the other side.)
Please go at your own pace and take care of yourself! <3