god. ive never done sw but went through sexual trauma and abuse and the way the choices were laid out really hit so close. having to do things you don't want to just to please the other person feels awful and i feel like this game is just perfectly made.
it's uncomfortable and really just makes you feel so many things at once. it feels like looking in on something you shouldnt, but also like looking in at yourself and desperately wanting to stop it, but you cant.
i wish the best for you in your recovery and life. things are hard. nothing is linear. but do your best.