When the last doctor turned into a real person and not just a shadow, it expressed how finding a doctor who actually believes you feels really well. You start seeing all doctors as the same, hurtful, scary people. But when you find a good doctor, it's like you found a real human and the rest were robots. It's like you finally found a friend in a world of enemies. I am glad I found a doctor who is trying hard for me to get a diagnosis, and I am glad you did too.