I'm sorry, please don't take it that way.
It's my fault for the poor gaming experience and obscure plot.
Nah, don't worry about it, the process is barely starting, you're barely at v0.15. I honestly really like this game for what it is so far, so don't be too stressed about it. It's in my list of like top 5 games I'm really looking forward to seeing more of. It'll only get better the more you work on it, and it's really not a poor gaming experience nor an obscure plot, it just has a few kinks that will be hammered out while you work on it. Just keep doing what you're doing and I'll be here playing every update you put out.