Exactly. Also, the moment you described, made me curl up on my bed and cry, cry cry. Something has broken in me, and all I could tell me family when they asked me WTF happened to me was: n-no... Cam..........
I was... entirely broken. To my great surprise, luckily that was just another vision, and cam was actually alive a scene later. A scene later, that I only managed to read after catching my breath. I don't know how anyone can write in such an emotionally intense way, but I agree with you. Not a single piece of media can top the immersion and horror I felt there. And with your own words, the novel as a whole. This one will forever hold a special place in my heart.