Sorry to see you go. Projects like this take time and effort of which you have given more than a ton of other people have, and that is truly admirable. You didn't let us down don't worry, plus we are just a bunch of strangers so don't feel too bad lol.
Now to get to the m e h part of this, why make it patreon only access? I understand you deserve some reward for your effort, but making the unfinished demo of a free game pay to play? I mean no offense just kinda put off about that decision.
Take care, and thanks for your effort this far :)