thats patreon only, for all character's if they are greyed out it means that scene for them isnt in the game yet, if you click one that isnt greyed out and it is locked a tool tip will show up saying what you need to do :)
i really do love your game but a lot is patrons only and i get that you need the money but the double dildo and the wood cross were things i was looking foreword to but they both seem to be patron only i dont have the money right now and i feel maybe at least have 2 available people for those things for non patron peopl