AAHH thank you so much :') this is honestly the reason why i made this game, i'm glad it could help you <3
but yeah, take your time and let yourself feel what you do because these feelings often aren't things we can control. you're not alone, this game took 2 years & it took even longer for me to let go of her jfskhdgk letting go will take time, i'm sure she was/is an amazing person :)