Oh. Oh god this is something. I'm crying like a fountain and I just had electrolysis this morning so it really sucks. But it's ok. After all that hurt for Rose, all that, I didn't ever think it would let me see how normal it is to want the impossible. That it's not wrong to want, even if it's impossible. It doesn't have to be possible. It doesn't have to have an answer. No matter how many steps I take I still feel every moment that fear and that need to know and even worse the fear that I don't know.
But it's ok.
They're ok.
We're ok.
Thank you.