My life is just one big fat mistake isn't it.
I wish I was never born.
I have an exam tomorrow. I just... wish everything could dissappear.
I'm gonna fail, I'm gonna have to repeat this year, I'm a failure, I'm gonna go to summer school, and everyone else is gonna be on vacation all smiley and happy while I'm still in school cause I'm just a dumb fucking idiot who can't do the simplest things without messing it all up.
I'm trying my best... but my best is never good enough. I'm not good enough. I'll never be good enough. I'm a failure. My parents deserve a better child. I'm just a disappointment. Everyone deserves better than me. Why do they even talk to me anymore? They don't like me. They don't have to pretend. It's fine, I get it, I wouldn't like me either. I don't like me either.