i loved this. there's something poetic about coming back to the same tunnels you've been digging for years, trapped in the same behaviors and coping mechanisms.
this hit close to home for me because i'm the exact type of person the narrator loathes (i *will* set my life on fire and do something new when there's too many responsibilities placed on me), but there's a fun irony in how these are just two different, similarly maladaptive solutions to the same problem.
thanks for making this! :)