I'm hopeless. At everything. All I do is make a mess of things.
I'm failing my exams.
I can barely function as a human being and I genuinely feel like absolute garbage.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't understand... I don't understand what's wrong with me.
Sometimes it feels like I'm just... defective or... wrong.
I'm just one big fat mistake.
I can't study for the life of me and school is just white noise to me. Society is completely built around neurotypicals. It makes it... tough... almost suffocating for me to try and live in society.