You seem very educated on the matter. Can you explain to me why I am both enticed by the idea of Step sibling relations, and disgusted by my fantasies about it?
I also fantasize and lust after my half niece, and both revel in the feelings and find that disgusting too... (And before anyone calls me a pedophile, these feelings for my niece didn't start until she turned 18.... She turns 20 this year.... And I'm only 12 years older than her).
So can someone tell me constructively just wtf is going on!? Like why the hell do I feel these things!?