You ever wanted to cry so bad. To judt let it out and scream but no matter how hard you try your tears just won't come out and when you open your mouth to shout no words come out. Like a lump in your throat.
I wish I could cry. I want to cry so badly right now. I WISH I COULD CRY. Everyone is so convinced crying a bad thing they don't want to cry but they don't understand I WISH I HAD THE ABILITY TO CRY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES LIKE EVERYONE ELSE CAN CAUSE THEN I CAN AT LEAST LET IT OUT SOMEHOW BUT IT JJST STAYS INSIDE ALL THE PAIN AND THE HURT IT JUST STAYS INSIDE NO MATTER JOW HARD I TRY OR WHAT I DO I CAN'T CRY.
I can't even talk to anyone. They wouldn't help. They just don't get it and they never will.
Lmao I sound so emo rn
ITS NOT A PHASE MOM LMAO