Hello Lipstor, it seems that your situation is more serious than I have imagined and I am sorry that you are going through such troubling times. I want to thank you for taking time out of your days sick to read and reply to my comment. I myself am going through some difficult times as well but I will not say it compares to your current struggle. I would like to remind you that you are not alone and that there are people that are willing to at least listen to your troubles even if they are not resolved whether professional or just a friend. Will these words, I hope that you are still taking care of yourself regardless of what may be happening around you.