Hey Grey, thanks for dropping by to leave a comment and share a little about your experience with music. I can only take guesses as to how the loss of ability status in such an abrupt manner would feel, but I sure am glad to hear you found something in my game that moves you.
There really is nothing like performing once you've done it, or being in that creative musical zone where hours pass you by before you know it. Nothing I'm aware of can replace that feeling. But you've fostered enough of a relationship with music that, even now, it still manages to keep some kind of a hold over you. That matters, I think.
I'm sorry to hear about your accident, and I'm glad that music still has a place in your life. I hope you can continue to find new ways to connect with that creative part of yourself.