But roohhhhh. SHUT UP! We keep telling you that we are your friends, that we love you, that we want you to stay here! BUT PITY STOP SAYING YOU DON'T HAVE FRIENDS! While we are your friends!
You say you're not one of the best players in N1, that's normal. Even bowboi is not one of them. All these people are progamers, even Pelican party gets beaten on its own games I bet.