I hate this. I hate school. I try so hard. I'm done trying. I just wanna stop. I just feel so out of place and lost and I feel so stupid.
"school is good for you"
"You need school to get a job"
"It's important"
"You'll be thankful when you're older"
I DONT CARE I JUST WANNA GET OUT JUST GET ME OUT OF HERE ITS ENOUGH IM DONE JUST GET ME OUT
I don't wanna do this anymore. I want it to end I just want all of this to end I don't have to wanna do this anymore why won't anyone listen to me "it's not that bad" "you're overreacting" "you're too young to know what you want" THEY NEVER LISTEN THEY JUST TALK TALK TALK AND ITS LIKE I DONT EXIST
I JUST WANNA DISAPPEAR JUST GO AWAY FROM EXISTENCE
I want so bad just to get away from it all but I've experienced what it's like to be on the receiving end of suicide and I don't think I'd ever forgive myself if I did that to everyone else. I wish I was just never born. I'd wake up one day and... nothing. I never existed in the first place. But that's impossible.
I don't even know anymore.