heya, thank you for the kind message. i know the slow burn was different for this genre. in fact, i got a little pressure early on from people that they wanted things to move faster until they really figured out what my goal was. this project isn't for everyone and that's ok. i appreciate you not being able to wrap your head around it. i wrote the thing and i still struggle with it but that's because it was super personal for me. ive produced this thing episodically so each update was just a little more of the story and i never was happy with the episodes until weeks after i launched them. i just needed to sit with it. anyway, that's me and wont apply to everybody. but if it is something you can reflect on and it's healthy for you, take it. but you're not alone in that storm. hope you find your peace with things some day and i'm honored that this story played a small role in that process. thanks for reading <3