When I saw this comment, I thought "wow, am I not the only one leaving huge comments here".
However, when I read it I felt... sad and hurt.
I do not think that I can find the right words to somehow ease your suffering even for a split second, but I hope that one day you will find peace in your heart.
You are not alone. Let the world be cruel, merciless and take away everything that is dear to us, remember that we are alive and only thanks to each other we move through any darkness. The world does not want us to be happy, but often people want other people to be happy. Friends, family, casual passers-by or creators like Dyne are sometimes our beacons and, if you will, bonfires that allow us to move forward, creating our own happiness, allowing us to share it with others.
Stay strong my friend.
We still have something or someone to fight for in this life. Even if they exist only in our minds and hearts, it is enough to fight for them with the whole world.