I was just joking but like...
omg rlly? Dude... like listen I'm trash at giving compliments and stuff but you're like my sister, you're my bestie ok, if I had to choose between dying and never talking to u again I would rather die. Or even worse, talk in a social situation. I would rather do that than never talk to you again.
And it's fine people laughed when they were terrified of me so I ended up laughing as well cause I laugh when other people laugh