Look, I was suicidal for a while, and I just have to tell you that even though it seems it won't get better, it will. I don't like talking about this part of my life but it feels worth it if I can help someone else. I had it bad, maybe not as bad as you, maybe worse, we'll never know. But for a while I was very close to just ending it. And now, about 2 years later, I'm so glad I didn't. No matter how bad it seems. it probably feels like it can't get better, that there's no way. But trust me, there is. You have to try and create change, and then, you just have to be patient. Whether it takes 5 years, ten years, or just a month, things can and will change. Unexpected things happen, whether It's for the better or worse only time will tell, but change always comes. It feels weird saying this, but... hang in there, with time things will change, and If you feel you are about to do it, please, please call a suicide hotline (495 625 3101) (I'm not sure if that one works bcs I'm not from Russia but it might (https://www.therapyroute.com/article/suicide-hotlines-and-crisis-lines-in-russia)) You matter, even if you don't think so.
Please, please live, for the people around you, for the things you might create or enjoy in the future, please live. because, if you can make the world just a little bit better, that's worth hanging on to.
That's so true! Although... one day has passed. I just pray he was cracking an unfunny joke, here's for hoping. If he didn't take what you all said into consideration, we might have lost a friend. Sometimes, even the comment section of itch.io makes me concerned for the commentors. Everything will be alright, it's God's plan, everything becomes alright in the end, no matter how distant the end of the path may look (or close, for this..). Except for some people... people who've commited atrocious sins, not this guy, though. Just don't think about those topics... try and find the light in Russia's darkness, find a hobby, something you like or might like to do, and the money? Least of anybody's worries. It was uploaded for free in this 'ere website. Not donating doesn't mean you're a bad guy. Donating just means you showing your respect in a different way. Just.. pull through. Everything becomes better, all in due time, son. All in due time. (And this comment was directed to vamiss, not you, MoonDream! No offense.) Just remember, all in due time.