announcement: my last message before i say goodbye to the world or im saying goodbye to the internet for a while. (read description of my profile to learn more)
Dude, real talk. Don't do it. Take it from someone who has considered the outcome before, it won't fix shit. All it will do is make another innocent person die. You can make it through this Edik, I know you can mate. If you need to take a break from the internet that's fine but please... DO NOT kill yourself mate.