I'm glad I had that effect on you, you should feel commended for your effort! 😊
I don't know anything about game dev, but if it's like any creative pursuits, then always remember that tomorrow is a day closer to a completed idea. You will get there and I will hope and pray for your luck.
And even if you don't get there... What does it matter? Creativity is about creating. You've created, even if you haven't finished it. And that is better than to have never started at all.
I look forward to seeing this game finished though, even if it may be totally different. 🥰