yk that thing where you want to barf, your body wants to barf, every single fibre in your being want's to barf but when you go to barf your body's just like "ew no thanks" and you just stand there, wanting to barf, but you can't because for some reason your body has a vendetta against you so now you have to live wanting to barf until you don't want to anymore. Yeah that's what I'm feeling.