(Alright, so please don't-ignore me if there is something going on, I just wanna make sure because Nat asked me. Is there a reason on, how come you've been ignoring nat? She's really worried on the idea of something going on with you and her, and she's getting anxious on the idea that the friendship with you and her might be ruined because of something she doesn't know, if she did do something. Again, please don't ignore me, I just-want to keep my promise with her.)
Shoto's hands slowly ran up slightly up his back, his hands cold as hell.. but the moment they touched the "hot" area of his back, well, it was just as soothing as earlier. His kiss as flattering and loving as before.
(Motherfucker-why did I know this was coming? As I have said to her Over and Over and OVER again, When I go offline I am not ignoring her, I am BUSY. Which is a thing she doesn't seem to respect, as even when I tell her EXACTLY when I'm leaving, where I'm going, and what I'm doing-which I shouldn't have to, and I shouldn't be made to feel guilty about it either-she STILL texts me random shit while I'm working and distracts me. I love you both, but you have some serious co-dependency issues. I don't hate you just because I left or I'm not talking to you at that moment. I am an ADULT person with ADULT things to do. I can't always spend all of my time playing online pretend with you. Got it?)
(I'm sorry but I'm fucking frustrated. How do you think it feels when I leave for a day and come back to messages like DON'T LEAVE ME AGAINNNN ;-;. Like you make me feel like shit for having a job and a personal life, then turn around and ask that none of us give you shit for yours. Do you not see the hypocrisy in that?)
(Yeah, yeah sorry-I tried telling her that but she kept saying something about you, "not responding for an hour, then respond", Again, sorry if I made you upset, we can move on from this, I will tell nat, and we can just forget this. You have your own life, your own job, and personal things. That is completely fair, you don't live on this single platform for us, no, you are your own person. )
(it's ok I'm talking to her on discord rn. And I'm sorry for blowing up at you I swear I'm not like super pissed and I don't hate you or anything like that. It's just been a bit frustrating is all. I'll try to tell you guys ahead of time if I'm busy or doing something, but just know if I'm offline for long periods of time it has nothing to do with you.)
