i'm sorry, but i can't help thinking how selfish xyx was in the bad route. That really brought out some bad memories... He really didn't think about all those people that f*cking loved him...
i don't think he's selfish. he's insecure about himself. that's why although the "server troll" is not a fake personality, it is some sort of mask he created and chose to wear all the time. because he felt that if he faltered and failed to be someone people expected him to be, he would disappoint them.
in his route he talked about how he didn't feel things like how it was anymore, and he needed someone to vent to, someone to trust, someone that would stick with him no matter who he was. he has been with the server people a long time, and they have always known him as the funny guy. so he thought that if he stopped being the funny guy, he would fail everyone's expectations on him, and they would hate him for that.
it's like being angry you know. at that moment, all you can see is red. nothing else matters. no one else matters. it's the same with xyx, but in his case it's depression and insecurities. i felt really connected with him on that terms.
i got the bad end first, but then i realized the problem and tried to consider my words and i got the good end right after that. i think his route also proves how hard it is for people with mental issues to open up, seek help and be understood by others.