So you‘re basically feeling like this (except the child doesn‘t have a gun):
That's what I had in mind, when I tried to beat the first level just on BOI. And that's why I don‘t even want to try Brainiac, because I don’t want to destroy my computer again because of a rage quit. 😅
*But I know how you feel, bro. Good luck beating it. I know you can do it!*