No Lawkieeee I'm sorryyyyyy please don't cryyyyyyyyyyyyy-
Lawkie you didn't ruin this place!!!! You haven't done anything wrong! And Kurtis's mental health is not and never was your responsibility. He wasn't doing well at the time, and that has nothing to do with you. He left for himself and he's doing better now, you said so yourself. Please don't feel guilty, ok?