Okay-
So, my mother is a HUGE germaphobe. And she had 2 miscarriages, and when she had me, she wanted to protect me with her whole life, for me not getting sick, blah blah blah-to summarize it, she cared for me a lot when I was at the age rank of 0-3. Whenever when someone would her to carry me, she would say "Have you washed your hands?" She had to make sure like-everything was clean for me. And her friends would say, "Monica, if you keep having that baby in a bubble, she'll become sick!" and like-she then let me touch stuff blah blah blah-
and I hope you feel better, queen. :)